Someone's out there

It's been months since I've woken from a dead sleep (from a dream) and have been pissed beyond words.

Why pissed and at whom?

At myself for being so gullible and not seeing what was going on while avoiding the issue with a certain someone. Let's face it; even considering getting involved with anyone after, being so open with someone (opening my heart, living with that person) has me thinking; do I want to tie myself down to another person in the future and be taken advantage of again?

No.

Sexual contact.

I miss it. I miss the holding onto one another, whispers, sighs, staring into one another eyes while being sexually active. It's been a year this month (hello I'm a virgin once again!) when I last was sexually active. Sure I've been approached by many men, wanting a one nighter but couldn't see myself taking that chance. Go home to your wife and girlfriend please, don't screw around behind their back with another woman. In this day and age, who would want to get involved with someone knowing that there's been multiple partners and has god knows what?!?

Am I being too careful?

I envy all my friends who are married to that one person for life.

Think the whole waking up pissed from a dream was, caused by someone who I had spoken with over the phone, who hadn't known that I dumped the ex after finding out that he had been screwing around behind my back. New guy wants to start dating me; the whole courting scene. Phoning, coming over, taking me to lunch, etc. Time will tell.

Monkey see... monkey do

I didn't believe it and actually witnessed it. Wayne will go out and do some work on his home which he just purchased (plant trees, grass, paint) you name it. Little over 3 weeks ago, Wayne had re-seeded his front yard and next thing we know the neighbor is out there planting grass too. Hole dug; we plant cherry trees. Neighbor? Plants Elms that afternoon.
Mow's grass; neighbor goes out with his weed eater and starts whacking the grass down. We feel bad for him so we offer the use of the lawnmower.

Growl
Snarl

Ok so don't borrow it ya freaken jerk.

What does he do? Goes off and purchases a lawnmower and is reading the operation manual while cutting the grass.

We're talking abt installing a spa onto his back porch; bet the neighbor goes out and buys one too.

While waiting for my ride from work, I happened to glance down and saw this. Pretty disturbing to find this just 15 feet from the fence of the daycare center at BC where, over 25 kids are housed in the daycare.... What was it??? a dead snake. Maybe it got hold of one of the cookies that someone in for us to eat? Who knows? I know that someone would have had, lost a tooth had they attempt to bite into the cookie. DK (coworker) had placed all her weight on the cookie before it crumbled before our eyes.

Played around with the camera on my phone. Was totally having fun with it. And it does panoramic s!!!!

Hanging garden on my back porch (Tomatoes)

Congrads to all the Grads

Congratz to North High School Class of 2009 and huge congrats to Heather.

Graduation ceremony wouldn't be the same had it not been for the appearence of the Oildale Superman! (Great... we have an Oildale Elvis and now Superman)